A company

Oh gosh, I've been starring at the app for ever thing what to write for the past few weeks/months. My life has come to a interesting part. Where management/higher power/corporation starts to dictate my life, at work and my free time. My actual life and social media.  It all started with a petition, Facebook comments that lead me to the office, where two people lecture and yell at me. Dictating my life, what I post, what I should post, and threatening my future job career in town. All which is illegal! 

I've decided to go public as I will be talking to the managers and owners tomorrow. As you all know I didn't mention a company, managers, or owners names. As for a policy I signed that would if I were to, it would react in a automatic dismissal (that being mentioned in the policy). Which is sorta stupid. 

I guess I tired of the lack of freedom this company says they give. But in reality, there's none at all. The managers suck and have no professional attitude, owners see it all there and keep their eyes shut. The supervisors don't let their staff know which products are coming out, or treat us slackers with respect or even act  professional. 

The company that started so many decides is a joke. Not just to its staff/team but also it's costumers. New and old. 

Thanks for letting me vent, 

NM  

Life #:um?

It's tough to say adulthood isn't what it's meant to be. You know that saying parents say that you'll be there soon enough, and you just ignore them? I regret that. I wish I could be that age again. Living life to the fullest. Spending so much time with me siblings. -.-

It hurts me to say that with adulthood you start to leave the nest. You start talking to your siblings on their kids that you don't have anything else to talk about. Or it's venting about work, your your other siblings. It feels like yesterday, when we were all close, now I feel sick to my stomach on how much time we actually talk to each other. I bet you none of my siblings actually doesn't know my dreams, fears, what makes me happy now.l, or even laugh. 

On that note, work! Gosh I thought that life would be so easy. Set career, set house set life. What could be so easy? Wrong, life isn't easy boys and girls. You can work your whole life away. No social life other then work and sleep. I got a job at Tim Hortons and for my views that know me, I've worked there before. But now, I'm apart of the Health and safety committee, the Training committee and the Camp day committee. How awesome is that. Set for life eh? 

But why do I feel unhappy for where I am? That I'missing the big picture. 

I believe that God will show me the path but in the long run, he's handing me 5 bones and saying choose. How do I choose with out in the end, I feel like God is laughing at me?

Well I think, I'll leave it at that for now. Ill be working on part II soon.

Noah

Plants

Hey all, 

I thought if give a little post to start this year on a positive note. I go at a neighbours Christmas get-together a amaryllis plant. I got it and planted it, watered it and watched it grow. Today marks three weeks since then. And I already have two buds, blooming. Not to mention another shoot coming up ready to flower. I'm not disappointed at this plant at all. I'm actually thinking on getting more. 

Enjoy the pictures down below and I'll be back with more posts. 

Till then, 

NM

That time of the year again

It's come that time of the year again. Not just Christmas time, but also hearing marks on finals of all my friends in college. A depressing time of the year. I hate it. I've never been there yet wanting to go. I'm a 2012 grad and no college or uni experience. I wanted to go this year, but my boss got in my way. Not allowing me time to apply. The year before, I never had the money to. Since I was camping from April to July. Yes, I came down a mountain to celebrate my life of 13 years of school finished. 

Sorry a quick rant. And a quick post. 

Till next time, 

NM 

Lemonade?

Do you know what's interesting on life. No matter how hard you squeeze it's lemons, you never have enough juice to make lemonade. 

As most people already know life doesn't go the way you plan. I have a few points to this. Job wise, career or also know as school wise, parent wise, and finally friends and young love. It's  fastening how life remodels things. Opens and closers doors. Yet how can a young man like myself and many of my views survive. 

It's amazing how a job can be very toxic, yet sometimes feel like its the best thing since slice of bread. I've been working for my boss since the beginning of April. Yet the beginning it was fun. My boss has used our friendship for his advantage. Waiting for pay periods to pass, to pay me the longest I've had to wait is a month and a half to finally get paid one pay period. 

He threatens,telling me if I fuck up one thing, he'd kill me, hit me or a few others. Sometimes if I messed up he'd hit me with his fist, hand and/or watering cans. Some people wonder why I'm still working for him after months of this abuse. Truly, cause I think he'd never pay me what he owes me, it would ruin my parents and his relationship as neighbours. 

Some people when they leave high school know exactly eat they want to do/be. Sadly, I very truly thought want I actually wanted to be till it was so late. I fucked up both my high school, and my future in many ways. Every time I want to apply I very have the money due to not get I g paid on time and everything backing up due to having late pay periods. 

Parents, they're parents no matter what I say, or do. It will never change them. Sometimes you just have to live with them the way they are. Unless your me, where I have them in my hands.

No matter how I try to make friends it always comes crashing down. Weighed they want me to buy their car, want me to spoil the hell oh of them or other things. Or even worse, your crush has a crush on you yet keeps you in the friend zone. 

Truly, I've been burned, for here's through mind games of love. And boy do I tell you this. It's a real turn off of girls. But life has to many girls, I'm finally looking for a woman. Time will be coming when I actually need a woman, settle down and have kids, or just travel. 

But it is getting late, till next time, 

Noah M 

Sleeping away from house and home

A lot of you have figured its always hard to sleep away from house and home. Even if your 5 minutes away from your house. It always seems difficult. 

I recall a few years go when my sister and I would sleep over at my neighbors. And I'd never sleep. Anytime I slept over at their house, I just couldn't sleep. Also reminds me of a time in Ontario, we were moving and my parents thought it best for my sister and I to sleep over at our friends which is a dear family friend. 

Yet after attempt after attempt I just couldn't fall asleep. Yet I eventually did. 

I still have problems, at my sisters, best friends, other family members. And now coming a problem sleeping at home. Counting sheep never works, no matter how hard you try. I've try reading books, thinking myself to exhaustion so on and so on. Till I decided music was the key. 

Why am I being this up? Cause I'm actually house sitting, although its not that far from my house. I think I'll be finding it hard to sleep. New bed, different feeling. Then that awkward feeling when you lay back into your own bed. 

Well, I'm now going to try to catch some sleep. Till next time, 

NM

Secrets

In life there are just things you keep to yourself. That time you got a speeding ticket, your broke. What about that time your power gets disconnected, get kicked out of your house. Then you accidentally tell your best friend and a secret is made. 

When you think on think on how many secrets there is in this world, it's amazing. Yet not to surprising. Although with secrets, there's people who real them. Everybody breaks them. Nobody is perfect. I know I am. 

Recently, I talked to a friend of mine and we both decided to help each other out with poultry, 5 acres of land with 12 acres. A union of friends and neighbors. Picking endangered poultry to breed, and in a year or two when we have enough volume or stock so to speak. Opening our door to the public. With the combined effort of our knowledge of poultry, we'd be competing with the big guns like hatcheries, rich folks and friends. 

Yet, promising to keep it to ourselves. I know I'm not perfect. Some secrets are better to be told then to eat inside of people. No matter how important it is... 

Thanks so much to my  viewers, friends and family who read and check on my blog. It means so much to me. 

Till next time, 

Noah M