That time of the year again

It's come that time of the year again. Not just Christmas time, but also hearing marks on finals of all my friends in college. A depressing time of the year. I hate it. I've never been there yet wanting to go. I'm a 2012 grad and no college or uni experience. I wanted to go this year, but my boss got in my way. Not allowing me time to apply. The year before, I never had the money to. Since I was camping from April to July. Yes, I came down a mountain to celebrate my life of 13 years of school finished. 

Sorry a quick rant. And a quick post. 

Till next time, 

NM 

Lemonade?

Do you know what's interesting on life. No matter how hard you squeeze it's lemons, you never have enough juice to make lemonade. 

As most people already know life doesn't go the way you plan. I have a few points to this. Job wise, career or also know as school wise, parent wise, and finally friends and young love. It's  fastening how life remodels things. Opens and closers doors. Yet how can a young man like myself and many of my views survive. 

It's amazing how a job can be very toxic, yet sometimes feel like its the best thing since slice of bread. I've been working for my boss since the beginning of April. Yet the beginning it was fun. My boss has used our friendship for his advantage. Waiting for pay periods to pass, to pay me the longest I've had to wait is a month and a half to finally get paid one pay period. 

He threatens,telling me if I fuck up one thing, he'd kill me, hit me or a few others. Sometimes if I messed up he'd hit me with his fist, hand and/or watering cans. Some people wonder why I'm still working for him after months of this abuse. Truly, cause I think he'd never pay me what he owes me, it would ruin my parents and his relationship as neighbours. 

Some people when they leave high school know exactly eat they want to do/be. Sadly, I very truly thought want I actually wanted to be till it was so late. I fucked up both my high school, and my future in many ways. Every time I want to apply I very have the money due to not get I g paid on time and everything backing up due to having late pay periods. 

Parents, they're parents no matter what I say, or do. It will never change them. Sometimes you just have to live with them the way they are. Unless your me, where I have them in my hands.

No matter how I try to make friends it always comes crashing down. Weighed they want me to buy their car, want me to spoil the hell oh of them or other things. Or even worse, your crush has a crush on you yet keeps you in the friend zone. 

Truly, I've been burned, for here's through mind games of love. And boy do I tell you this. It's a real turn off of girls. But life has to many girls, I'm finally looking for a woman. Time will be coming when I actually need a woman, settle down and have kids, or just travel. 

But it is getting late, till next time, 

Noah M 

Sleeping away from house and home

A lot of you have figured its always hard to sleep away from house and home. Even if your 5 minutes away from your house. It always seems difficult. 

I recall a few years go when my sister and I would sleep over at my neighbors. And I'd never sleep. Anytime I slept over at their house, I just couldn't sleep. Also reminds me of a time in Ontario, we were moving and my parents thought it best for my sister and I to sleep over at our friends which is a dear family friend. 

Yet after attempt after attempt I just couldn't fall asleep. Yet I eventually did. 

I still have problems, at my sisters, best friends, other family members. And now coming a problem sleeping at home. Counting sheep never works, no matter how hard you try. I've try reading books, thinking myself to exhaustion so on and so on. Till I decided music was the key. 

Why am I being this up? Cause I'm actually house sitting, although its not that far from my house. I think I'll be finding it hard to sleep. New bed, different feeling. Then that awkward feeling when you lay back into your own bed. 

Well, I'm now going to try to catch some sleep. Till next time, 

NM

Secrets

In life there are just things you keep to yourself. That time you got a speeding ticket, your broke. What about that time your power gets disconnected, get kicked out of your house. Then you accidentally tell your best friend and a secret is made. 

When you think on think on how many secrets there is in this world, it's amazing. Yet not to surprising. Although with secrets, there's people who real them. Everybody breaks them. Nobody is perfect. I know I am. 

Recently, I talked to a friend of mine and we both decided to help each other out with poultry, 5 acres of land with 12 acres. A union of friends and neighbors. Picking endangered poultry to breed, and in a year or two when we have enough volume or stock so to speak. Opening our door to the public. With the combined effort of our knowledge of poultry, we'd be competing with the big guns like hatcheries, rich folks and friends. 

Yet, promising to keep it to ourselves. I know I'm not perfect. Some secrets are better to be told then to eat inside of people. No matter how important it is... 

Thanks so much to my  viewers, friends and family who read and check on my blog. It means so much to me. 

Till next time, 

Noah M 

My future....

I've done a lot of thinking today. I've never had a gf, never had... relations with anybody. I've been I need a pit since the last gal who. Th I and her admitted we fell for each other,  rejected me. Since then, I've had so much spiritual growth, both as a man and as a follower of Christ. Which makes me wat to be better. Starting with my body, starting Monday, I'll be exercising, cutting a lot of junk but of my diet. To both start being healthy and start working on muscle growth. 
Next I'll be working on saving for a future trip. I'm thinking some where in Europe. Nothing in stone yet.

Not to mention shaving for a car, incubator. I still need to take care of my animals too.

Well I think that's brief enough.

Till next time,
NM

Update!

hey everybody, 

I thought I'd give you a little update.

My incubator after today, will be offically shut down till next year!!!! WOO-HOO!!!! I thought I'd never see the day. For some who doesn't know. My incubator has been running off the hook since January, hatching like crazy, as I had the following hatch in there (plus hatch dates):

(Chickens) Danish Brown Leghorns:

Feb 16, March 16, May 12, June 9th and 23rd.

ISA/DBL cross:

June 9th

Ducks:

Eggs in to hatch 9th,16th,19th  None Hatch 

Turkeys:

Black Spanish: 

May 12th, June 9th, 16th, 23rd

Guniea fowl: 

Pied:

June 30th

Wow, Next year I'll be more prepared. I'll have more orders as I'll be selling two different blood lines of Danish Browns, I'll have two blood lines of Silver leghorns, Ill have Peahen for spike (my Peacock) and be able to allow my Turkeys to lay earlier, all compared to this year as I've been running on a hovabator. actually for this past month I had to borrow one from my neighbour.

But next year I'll have my Rcom max 190, with my hovabator for lock down. 

Well this is my quick update, I'll try to take pictures of all my birds, or what I'm working on.

Till next time,

NM

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Ive noticed lately as I try to post at least a post once I try a while. Comments have become slimer to come by each time.

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Next post will be about my silver leghorns. And an update around here.

Till next time,
NM